In a Scene of Halloween & Hatred

I hate you and your decision..

Just fly away, Corvus..

You and your stupid notion..

Get away, my heart's ripper..

The Song of This Day : Days by Ayumi Hamasaki

Days lyric translation

Each word you casually exchange with me Is such a precious treasure to me But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about this So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me * I want to see you, I want to see you I want to hear your voice at least And I sometimes call you with no special reason My heart becomes so warm Just because you are around me I have only one wish Can I stay loving you forever Just like this? I've known for a long time that you have someone precious Because it's clear from your smile Though it's true I spend some nights Feeling so sad, so sad And feeling a tightening in my chest ** If I just think of you My heart has the meaning to live I expect nothing special from you Can I stay loving you forever Just like this? * (repeat) My heart becomes so warm Just because you are around me I have only one wish Please let me keep on loving you ** (repeat)

[padahal gw punya laporan helminthologi, artwork dan lirik yang mengantri, tapi entah mengapa gw ingin menulis ini dulu]..

Dengan theme song di atas, gw ingin membahas mengenai hal ini..

Tentang suatu bentuk cinta, yang dikenal sebagai "amor platonicus".

Konsep ini, seperti namanya, pertama kali dibahas pada salah satu simposiumnya Plato.

Kemudian dipopulerkan oleh Marsilio Ficino di abad ke-15.

Amor platonicus alias platonic love adalah bentuk cinta yang [menurut pendapat gw] paling murni. Karena perasaan ini ga menuntut balasan dan atau tidak berkaitan dengan sexual affection.

Namun, istilah platonic love bisa juga dipakai untuk menggambarkan "secret love" atau cinta yang ga berbalas alias bertepuk sebelah tangan..

Kalau menurut gw, cinta platonis ini banyak banget contohnya..

Misalnya ; cinta kepada sahabat (sama atau lain jenis kelamin), cinta kepada idola (sama atau beda jenis kelamin), cinta kepada hewan kesayangan dan ya itu tadi.. ...

Cinta terhadap seseorang tanpa mengahrapkan dia merasakan hal yang sama.

Kedengarannya memang mengenaskan kalo kita merasakan platonic love.

Tapi, hal positifnya adalah : kita menjadi tahu bagaimana rasanya mencintai orang dengan setulus hati & tanpa pamrih.

Orang yang sudah pernah merasakan hal ini tentu sudah layak merasakan cinta sejati..

[atau mungkin platonic love itu juga salah satu cinta sejati..]

The Song of This Day : Love Game by Lady Gaga

Love Game lyrics

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you babe
It's complicated and stupid

Got my ass squeezed my sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play,
Wants to play
A love game
A love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough for my heart to quit it.

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

I'm on a mission,
And it involves some heavy touchin' yeah.
You've indicated your interest,
I'm educated in sex yes.
And now I want it bad,
Want it bad.
A love game,
A love game.

Hold me and love me.
Just want to touch you for a minute.
Maybe three seconds is enough for my heart to quit.

Let's have some fun,
This beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick


Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

I can see you staring there from across the block with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your huh
The story of us it always starts the same with a boy and a girl and a huh and a game!
And a game
And a game
And a game
A love game!

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

Let's play a love game,
Play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game?

The Song of This Day : Malchik Gay by tATu

Malchik Gay lyrics

Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik gay
Malchik gay

Handsome, Tender, Soft
Why do you look right through me
thinking "No"
I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
I try to keep believing
dreaming on
And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer closer closer

but you leave me feeling frozen

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay

Choking back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion

but it's hopeless

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay, malchik gay, malchik gay
Malchik, malchick

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Malchik gay
Malchik gay
I can be
all you need
Won't you please
stay with me
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay
Malchik gay
can't erase what I feel
Malchik gay, gay
Malchik gay

Inflamed

Oh, God..

My tear duct is runnin' on inflamation..

Thought everything was wrong about my decision...

The Song of This Day : Hook Me Up by The Veronicas

Hook Me Up lyrics

I'm tired of my life
I feel so in between
I'm sick of all my friends
Girls can be so mean
I feel like throwing out
Everything I wear
Starting over new
Cause I'm not even there

Sometimes...
I want to get away some place
But I don't want to stay too long
Sometimes
I want a brand new day
Trying to fit in where I don't belong
Hook....Hook me up
I want to feel the rain in my hair
Hook....Hook me up
Where should we go?
I don't even care
Anywhere is good enough
Hook me up
Hook me up

I like the lights turned out
The sound of closing doors
Not like other girls who always feel so sure
Of everything they are
Of what they're going to be
Sometimes I'm just a girl stuck inside of me
of me

Sometimes
I want to disappear some place
But I don't want to stay too long
Sometimes
I'm feeling so alone
Trying to fit in where I don't belong
Hook....Hook me up
I want to feel the rain in my hair
Hook....Hook me up
Where should we go?
I don't even care
Anywhere is good enough
Hook me up
Hook me up

Anywhere is good enough
Hook me up

They're going to crash and burn
I'm going to find a way
Nothing left to say

Hook....Hook me up
I want to feel the rain in my hair
Hook....Hook me up
Where should we go?
I don't even care (I don't even care)
Hook....Hook me up
I want to feel the rain in my hair
Hook....Hook me up
Where should we go?
I don't even care
Anywhere is good enough
Hook me up

The Song of This Day : Straight Jacket Feeling by All American Rejects

Straight Jacket Feeling lyric :

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell but
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be,
That face is staring holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you